August 29th, 2003

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Hopeless

Ack! I am so fucking worried! Seems like no matter how hard I try to be stable I always end up having this really horrible episode. My Vaughan is so patient with me but I feel so bad for putting him through my depression like this. He has enough worries without having to fret over me.

And the pills! I hate taking medications. I always end up having a bad reaction to them. Like the pill I took the other night that made me sleep and sleep and sleep. I don't see how that was supposed to help me! I don't think I will ever find a pill that actually helps me. I have tried so many different ones. It's tiring....
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